Moving on

June 5th, where does time go. It just seems to march on at an horrendous rate waiting on no-one. The weekend was another quite difficult one, there where many tears especially yesterday morning. Its difficult to move on without someone that you've loved and shared life with but unfortunatley you have got to.
I'm trying to learn to live with the past because I can't live in it. I've had many good experiences of MOVING ON as I've watched my kids grow up, as my life has moved on from husband to husband and parent and now to grandparent. This move is so unbelievably hard, as I continue to observe my family only now without Jill is heart rending but move on I must. It seems one can get stuck in a situation like this but where would that take us, probably depress us and all those around us as well. So I find I have to leave Jill where she now belongs, with Christ which is far better (for her) and MOVE ON but I can assure you its easier said than done.
As you're life moves on today I pray that you will have good experiences and that you like me will be able to trust a Mighty God who is in all things.
Every morning I say to God, "today again I hoist the sails of my life to the wind of your Holy Spirit, blow me where you will". The problem with me is that over the past months I've lost sight of every shore and I haven't a clue where this ship is going, scary scary, but I trust the Helmsman.
Love yas