Coming Home

Well, Got the Park show over and it all went well. It was a superb day and with the aid of loads of sun cream I actually avoided getting burned. One of the things I have found is that going to things is not nearly as difficult as COMING HOME. Its the real hard bit especially if all the kids are out and I come home to emptiness and loneliness.
I went to a wedding lately and all went great until I got into the car to come home. Words can not suffice to express the feeling of dispair. Maybe its because I grew up with 5 brothers and a sister and then with Jill and the kids I've not been used to being alone. I keep saying lately "well God its just you and me again".
Iwas thinking this morning of the day when God calls us and we are really "COMING HOME". Wow, that won't have the empty lonely feelings that I am experiencing at the moment, I really can't wait.
The Apostle Paul said he was torn between two, his desire to go home and be with the Lord and his need to be on the earth to proclaim Gods riches. For every saint of God there will be a COMING HOME and that is something for us all to look forward to.
Its kinda weird in that my home has always been my favourite place until I lost the one that made home special. Now COMING HOME is so different but I know that when God calls me to COME HOME it will be special because my Saviour that I have loved and served will be there. 1 Corinthians says "so shall I be forever with the Lord".
Hope you have a grat Lord's day.
Love yas