God's Love

I have been reading in Matthew's gospel, "the sermon on the mount" as it has been commonly called. Jesus' words are so powerful in this passage about giving up your life for Him. He says in chapter 10, "Don't be afraid of those that can kill your body, they cannot touch your soul". What a call, He says that a sparrow dosn't fall to the ground without His knowledge and is our life not more important than a sparrow.
My last few days are filled with much struggle and strife in my soul as I try to come to terms with life without Jill. It s like a fresh challange of acceptence, greater than I have yet experienced.
I'm glad I've got God, "He says call upon Me and I WILL answer". I'm asking Him to release me from this aweful depth of anguish and depending on His I WILL.
Love yas