Another day

Wow, I've made another night. Its now 22 days since Jill died and I feel so incredibly raw. I try to busy myself through the day but greif has a way of catching up with you no matter how hard you run. Psalm 3 has been a great encouragement "But You oh Lord are a sheild to me, my glory and the lifter of my head". I have thought about why God gives us a sheild, you are probably thinking to stop the darts of the wicked one and thats probably correct but have you ever thought why He dosn't just stop the darts. Maybe that wouldn't produce character. (uck, I hate that word at the moment)
Great to know that God dosn't give us a sheild, HE is our sheild.
Trust you all have a great day.
Phil